You must love my stupidity! I push myself CONSTANTLY with my sugar intake. I never understood WHY you cant have sugar after gastric bypass surgery but this website makes it pretty darn clear!
http://searchwarp.com/swa314640.htm
I was SO GOOD right after surgery about not pushing my sugar! I mean the first time I started to feel sick from sugar was a glass of sugar free apple juice a little while after my surgery.. and it made me SICK!
I was o good about it though, I would check the sugar content of everything, wouldnt drink soda, nothing.. I was an angel. Then as I do with everything, I started pushing my limits a little more and more..
And where did that get me? Berry Cobbler and Caffeine free Pepsi at 4:30am! And boy do I feel it! My heart is RACING and as Kevin likes to put it, I'm "Huffing and Puffing" (which is why I'm blogging and not going back to sleep!) I feel like CRAP! HAHA.. I do it to myself tho! So ya cant feel sorry for me! I probably make myself sick once every 2 weeks.. I just cant control myself I guess. Its worse now that I'm pregnant because its a craving more then a "i want" so I kinda go for it! HAHA. When I get myself back up to 300 pounds I can re-read these and remind myself what an IDIOT I am!
I need to get back on track after Victoria is born. No more sugar and junk food! Ive pretty much ate anything I wanted while being pregnant.. I didnt hold back much! And the scale shows it! Once she's born tho, its back to light and fat free everything! No more full calories!!!
Im gonna make a new blog that is Victoria oriented.. I just had to share my miserable feeling! hahah
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